Change

A world confined to four corners of a wall can be sorrowful to many, 

but not for me.

Finding solace with my own company, sustaining a small circle, oh how I long to go back to the good old days, waking up to your morning alarm- all enthusiastic and keen, spending a slow morning & having short chatters with mom, planning the day and getting things done. I was merrier, I was more mindful. Spending time in books, playing soft music in those speakers, late night strolls and star gazing- all the sense of serenity gained.

If only I could go back to those days and make modifications for my present self.

How I detest long conversations &

how I wish people never intruded on others!

How I miss my place, 

how I miss the vibe it conveyed, 

how I wish I could turn things around, cause I miss that version of me that existed months ago.

Few transitions are crucial but some are not, 

If only I could go back to the past version of me.

~•Elaine Aby